CEDRA

I am in CEDRA tonight through Wednesday morning and I have nothing better to do than write in a dang blog that I'm pretty sure no one even reads anymore. I suppose I'm just writing for myself these days anyway. I brought headphones this time for the 4 hour session tomorrow where I am glued to a chair having my blood drawn in half-hour intervals while the 3 televisions are blaring the pornography they call movies. Perhaps it sounds "prude" - - but how can one keep their way pure in a world such as this? If we were even to turn our heads or plug our ears...I feel as though the air is so saturated with sex and seduction that is would be absorbed through our skin. After discussing this VERY thing with Charlie several days ago, I heard a message by Art Katz called "An Israelite in Whom There is No Guile" ...It ironically spoke of this very thing. How timely. Mostly however, I really do enjoy checking in here...It's a change of scenery without a cell phone where I can just keep to my self doing nothing but pondering life as much as I want and no one would bother me (with perhaps the exception of a strange Mexican boy here named Carlos who really loves the ladies - he has a childlike naivity and has yet to be inappropriate).

Well...what else. Oh yes, I found out that the lipbalm I have been looking everywhere for has been discontinued but I found some on Ebay and if I had not been bought out...I would have had to pay over $30. I breathed a sigh of relief and rather bought a smaller stash for cheaper. But if you only knew how good this stuff is....Candy Kisses...French Vanilla Kiss. Yum. So I think I'll bum around on ebay for a while. Later....