I am now breaking my blogger silence in this internet oblivion. It has been over a year and no one reads it anymore...seeing how there is nothing to read. I was visiting a friend's blog and was inspired to begin again with my own. As one feels when picking up an old journal in attempt to begin recording again the happenings of one's life for fear or forgetting, I am at a loss...I don't know how to begin after all this time. Do I try to fill in the gaps or rather pick up at the present as if the past year never happened. Somehow, for me to not record my life through journaling (by pen or by keypad) causes me some sort of anxiety. I am afraid that I will not remember my life or who was I or how I got to this point. Anyway...my husband is interrupting me now and calling me to the other room. Forget it.