Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Irritation@Obee's

I don't have much time to write since I am sitting at work right now. The past couple days I have been in my bad mood. I recycle my feelings every couple months or so and I was due a burn-out-funk mood. During these times I become acutely sensitive to all the irritating qualities in people and experience a dramatic decrease in tolerance. People really lack a consciousness of themselves and their actions and the affect they have on others. As a rule, my customers are great - I know them all by name and by sandwich and even quite a lot of their life stories. My customers are in fact my friends, my sanity etc. It's those freakos that drive me mad. Actually I don't have the energy to write about this. Let's talk about something else irritating me. How about how this weather is sucking my soul dry! But as I always say, "it's not the heat, it's the humility". Just kidding. In general things are actually going quite splendidly -I just have a hard time writing about the good things without sounding trite however, ...I am happier than ever with my husband and I like him more and more each day...we are busy at the sandwich shop and I am taking much much much more time off and visiting my family and even trying to make friends. Yes, that's right...emily has friends.

2 comments:

Nathan and Stephany said...

So the blogging was back up - for a little while. Wow, I do remember all the insight that once graced these pages... I know what you mean about feeling the need to journal as a way to store away the sense of life as it is/was. It changes so quickly over time. The past couple of years seem to be more a "living it" than a "contemplating it." So I don't feel too bad about that. As long as I know that I am proactively living it. "Death or action - life begins at the intersection!" ~Switchfoot [posting by Nathan]

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