gosh! I have nothing to write, I'm bored out of my mind, just feeling incredibly neurotic and weepy and I don't have anyone to email about it. I'm sitting here at CEDRA - watched movies that reminded me of things and people and I feel just emotional- but that kind that you have to put down because there is no appropriate outlet right now. I think we will play a game and I will read a bit and go to bed. Tomorrow I check out and will not spend another night here. 10 days until I fly out to Lebanon...doesn't feel real yet. Well...I'll write more useless things later.