What?

This day was so dreary...the weather, my insides, all blah. I don't feel like doing all the things I wish I felt like doing. I want to read and pray...but my spirit feels so limp - like not a single prayer would alight. I'm a selfish miserable wretch -acutely aware of my weakness today - and how desparate we are to draw from that newness of Life in Jesus at every moment. How quickly our own good intentions suck our natural energy and life - oh how I need to learn to draw from that Other Source at all times. Hope a good cup of hot tea and some time alone with Jesus will cure my cold soul. I miss Julie : (