Wednesday, June 01, 2005

4 Eyes

Well, it finally happened. I officially wear glasses. Okay, so it's not all that bad - they are just for reading -but I must admit that I was pretty bummed to lose my title of having perfect vision. Apparently I am vertically imbalanced. I knew I was imbalanced...but I didn't know it was vertical. But I went for an exam because I always thought my books had typos...and therefore thought maybe I was going crazy (because of course there wasn't anything wrong with my vision) but alas...my eyes were making the words stack up on top of eachother.

Many things are in my head right now...something inside is still saying, "Surely there is more..." and I know that there is...but there aren't too many people that I see that have anything I desire. I have been reading some biographies lately...and I am amazed to see how normal Oswald Chambers and Watchman Nee were. They asked the same questions and had the same problems as I have. Watchman Nee's biography is particularly moving...that man knew what it was to be crucified to the world and the world unto him...and what it was to bear in his body the death of Jesus. I can't write any more right now...I am tired and can not possibly do this subject matter any justice. Til soon.

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