Weakness

Sometimes I feel so stirred within that I feel I could take off running with all my might and never look back and at least make it to Bullard. There is something about a summer evening as the sun is setting and the scent of the grass and honeysuckles being so alive that sets you back 15 years (well...that depends on your age, for me it is 15 years). I don't remember being so sad about anything when I was 6, but I'm sure I had something like it. Anyway....for the first 30 seconds I thought I could go on and never stop...but anyway...I'm not 6 anymore.

I don't have anything good to write about. Truthfully, I am feeling so sad right now (sometimes you're too sad to think of more mature ways of saying you're sad) that I can hardly stand it. I'm glad to know it is not going to last the rest of my life, and incase that doesn't work out, someday this life will actually end. Yeah, it's true, we are not going to live this life forever : ) Jed and I are leaving by 7am in the morning to begin our trip to Albuquerque to visit Nate and Julie for a couple weeks. I will be home but a couple days before heading to Illinois (family reunion) and then (tentatively) to Minnesota for the remainder of the summer. Lord you know I am yours....I feel so weak right now...